patah seribu.

thanks shila amzah for borrowing her song.hehe.credit to Zahratulnadirah.love you girl!

bila saya menulis lagi..

bile saye mule menulis lg like what i did just now is actually deep inside of my heart ade something yg berat yg tak dpt saya tanggung.i'm not sure itu menyakitkan atau it strengthen me.
why always me? why always us?
saye tau salah bile mempersoalkan ape yg Allah dh tetapkan.
rosak iman.yelah,kate pcaye dgn qada' dan qadar yet when thing happens, it feels like i cannot accept it.saye tak nak lemah d mata parents saye.they need me.
when my bestfriend asked me, "are u ok hunn?"
saye cume jwb "it's the world on my shoulders."
ya Allah.
i know i just cant handle it.the weight of the world is so heavy.
tapi...
ade sesuatu yg haunting me.
kenapa saya masih boleh bertahan sedangkan saya tahu saya tak dapat tanggung lagi?
why everybody still can stand normally like never feel the pain before?
ape lagi Allah nk plan ni? of course i know he always plan the best for us.
what next?
ade petunjuk tak?
my heart screaming.
sampai tak dpt nk menangis.
saye cuma takut saye jd gila.
tapi saya bersyukur saye masih ade Azim saye.
Alhamdulillah n thanks sbb sentiasa dan masih ada.